Timeline of the Terma
On the upper terrace, Terton Towers, Gaucin, circa 2012
The FGS is a franchise. That being so, I reckon that my personal biography might be regarded as the back-story of the sacred narrative, considered chronologically. Remember that linear time is the ludic illusion of Kali. Involvement in the FGS is personal and transpersonal. All life-stories woven into the fabric of her Dreaming have equivalent status, the same importance, the same exquisite intonations of fate, the same tragic and glorious implications.
jll – May 2020, Galicia
* Indicates events specific to personal narrative.
Inter-Rhome Romance
*1943 My father, John Joseph Lamb, second generation American-Irish, and mother, Laora Christine Maiorino, second generation American-Italian, marry in Ossining, New York, site of the notorious prison, Sing Sing. Mom explicitly wears black. The business store-front behind them in a photo on a street in Brooklyn displays the name: BLISS EXTERMINATOR
She has one abortion before they married and one after me. Later I encounter these two aborted siblings in lucid dreams that went on for months in LA around 1977. They guided me through many initiations and taught me how to fight off the mud shadows, the flyers.
1945 September 26: Father dies of suffocation due to asthma attack (now attributed to covid-19) in a Sylvania plant in Cleveland, Ohio, where he worked as personnel manager. Son of a widow, Parzival Complex. Mom attends an event with my dad’s social friends, not exactly an Irish wake but a moment of memory. At her instruction, they present a funeral wreath with a banner that declares one word, FRENESI. Their favorite song to which they often danced. The word means frenzy. How Tantric is that.
Frenesi with Artie Shaw in the version they loved, 1940. Composed by Mexican songwriter Alberto Dominguez.
After his death, mom drinks gin in a darkened room at 333 Court Street, Brooklyn. Loses her mind (“nervous breakdown” was the term in those days) then and on several occasions in the following years. She goes into labor “when the gin broke,” according to the family legend. Driven to St. Mary’s Maternity hospital in Manhattan in labor pains, in a hearse, presumably just before rush hour—otherwise I would have been born in a hearse (a touch of Kaliesque humor). The doctor who delivered me with forceps, free of charge, was her friend and confidant. He also may have saved her life after the second abortion, after my birth. She only revealed these details to me in the last year of her life, 1980, when she was in remission from cancer. I was with her at that moment, all the way. Transcendent experience.*
The Witch Hunt Begins
(in this case, it’s me being hunted by the witches)
12/3/45 6:01 PM. Born NYC. Nag Hammadi Codices found in Egypt.
1950 October. Friendship, Maine. Kali initiation in lucid dream, “Dakini on the roof.”
Childhood home in Friendship, Maine. Witch appeared on the low roof of the “summer kitchen” joining main house to barn.
1961 October. Kundalini rising, through May 1962.
*1963 June. Graduate Waldoboro High School.
*1964 June. Depart for Tangiers on Yugoslavian Freighter.
1964 December. Encounter with some version of light as an interactive, living presence, Eilat Israel. Depart on the Mateo, Liberian freighter, for Colombo Ceylon, Singapore Malaya, Hong Kong, Manila, Yokahama: arrive March 1965, Meet the Wandering Jew in Shinjuku.
1965 October. The Cambodian Girl.
*1965 December. In cholera ward in Madras.
*1966 February. Arrive in Katmandu, meet the Wandering Jew again. Go to Pokhara, leg healed in Lake Powa Thal.
1966 April. Honeycomb Light in hotel in Madras.
*1967 January 18. Meet Jan Michele Kerouac at 144 Avenue B in the Lower East Side of Manhattan. We remain the closest of friends for 29 years.
Alchemy and Astrology
1972 March. Honeycomb Light in Kittitas, Washington, USA. Writing on alchemy. Move to Santa Fe in June.
*1974, 6 April. Move to LA to investigate Steiner. Involved in Christocentric fables. Note: Same day, 6 April in 2008 initiates the Terma.
*1974 August. Begin consultations with Willi Sucher, Astrosophy. Developing constellation-based method, later to emerge as StarBase/Celestics.
*1980 December. Return to Santa Fe—until October 1991. Living at 23 La Vereda, 707 East Palace Avenue.
1982 4 October – 4 July 1983. First version of “The Course”, prototype of Gaian alchemy, revised in following years. Experiment with plasma gazing, observing the colloidal activity of light as it gets dark.
*1986 May to October. Travel in Europe: Amsterdam, London, Cornwall, Wales, Lake Bala, Dinas Bran; then Ireland, Dublin and County Cork; then Italy, Rome, Genoa, Ravenna, Venice; then France, Pays Cathar, Avignon.
Europe Becomes Home
*1991 March. The Seeker’s Handbook published.
*1991 July – August. Travel through the UK to Scotland, Inverness, Loch Torridon, Slioch, the Outer Hebrides.
*1991 October. Leave USA for Europe.
1993 Twins and the Double.
1995 The Hero – Manhood and Power.
*1995 Meet my best friend Chantal de Bock in a shoe store, Brussels.
*1996 June. Jan Kerouac dies, litigation over the will begins. In an independent development, I receive Rothschild bank account in Monaco.
*1999 November. Move to Pays Cathar, Arques, near Carcassonne. Finally able to grieve losing Jan.
2000 May. Stabilize the perception of the Organic Light. Receive the proto-terma, the Gaia-Sapiens Exchange.
*2001 April. Travel in the Pyrenees with American friend who later publishes NIHI.
2001 November. Conference on Gnosticism at Marion Foundation with Elaine Pagels.
Roaming in Gaia’s Undies
2002 June 3. Discover Gaucin and Infinity Ridge. Begin writing metahistory.org for the Marion Foundation.
2003 March. Make contact on the Ridge. Sometime in the course of that year during the summer I recognize that the Organic Light is Sophia’s primary substance body. Intensive telestic practice in the Serrania, continuing until November 2016.
2006 November Not in His Image published in the USA.
2007 Monday March 12 Dolmen Day.
2008:
April 6. Kick-off of Kali initiation.
May – June. Amsterdam. Lydia’s Vow. Create kalirising.org.
July 21 at 2:42 PM The Ronda Moment.
August 8. Occult day begins at 6 PM, I meet Shakti OTM Jeanne Kenney at 8 PM at train station in Ronda. Terma received at 11 AM on Saturday the 9th.
October 8. The Tantric Conversion. Dakini shifts, Tantric Zodiac, secret Dakini name of Sophia.
2009 January 26. Release Planetary Tantra online from White Plains, NY.
2010 January – April. Ayahuasca in Casares near Gaucin.
2011 March RESET begins. GNE conceived. Initial mailing in May.
2012 Create gaiaspora.org as platform for GNE—until March 2014.
2014 March – 2915. Nous Letter, Nous Flashes.
2014 December. Kalika War Party manifesto. KWP on YT.
2015 May. First PT Retreat and group telestic session, Galicia.
2015 November. Second group telestic session, Gaucin.
2016 July. Discover the Mandela Effect. “The Aeonic Mother has agency.”
2017 February. Begin MED on YT—to October 2017.
2017 March 12. Leave Gaucin. 10th anniversary of Dolmen Day.
2017 September. Video talk on Gnosticism and Tantra.
2018 January 18 – March 17. Charlotte Working, 3rd Nail.
2018 September 18. Launch Nemeta.
2020 May 22. Operation Medusa.
2020